28th
a little rant I feel lately, breathe, and yes, that is much better
I keep allowing myself to get caught up in the feeding frenzy at the bar. somebody always needs something immediately, interrupting, and yelling at me. there I said it, I feel so much better. :)
I am going to improve my reaction skills, and even as the bartender, I am not going to allow myself to get caught up. I need to keep myself peaceful, I share better energy this way. For myself and others, and when I come home I am not completely exhausted and wanting to hide from the world.
it’s a great learning lesson, and one that I am still working on improving within. I love always working on improving. There is really nobody else to blame but myself, it’s easy to put it off on others, however this is a coping mechanism I prefer not to keep.
it feels good to talk it out with myself.
#bartending
